out of body experiences / near death experiences

[lostboy]

when I was a teenager and went to bed as normal - nothing out of the ordinary - no illness or sickness experienced - yet I had a near death experience

I thought I was sleeping but was woken by a light / reflection on my bed room wall but couldn't figure out where it was coming from - totally aware of the room I was in and I was looking at the light - thought it was getting bigger until I realised I was actully in the light and the room / world I knew was behind me

thought I could hear voices of people that knew who I was and I seemed to be causing a concern for those voices - looking back, almost as if I wasn't suppose to be there - this caused me concern also because I realised I was dying and I remember shouting or thinking "god I'm not ready yet!"

With an intense whooshing sound I remember waking up with a jolt into my body / bed and I came over all emotional.

I never understood why that had to happen

before that experience I also remember having out of body experiences (in the day) and being aware of floating up near the ceiling and being able to see the out line of my body below but not being able to turn over to see it fully

but I could see out of the bedroom window, the contents of my room and hear what was still going on outside - I think I may have felt refreshed after returning to my body

after the near death all out of body experiences stopped and i was not able to do it ever again